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Dear uptownchic21, hellsbells1313 and MJSmith91

 

I had quite a hard time figuring out who to address this letter to, Caryn would have been the obvious choice – but she's reserved for "The last person you kissed", I considered some fictional characters (well… girl superheroes really) but it occurred to me that if I am to write for somebody real – you three should be it and it must be all three of you.

Our regular multi-way flirt sessions on twitter are fun, funny and clever while also being sexy and downright debauched at times. Just the way I like it, and being the only man in the group definitely has it's perks (even if Helen probably wishes I wasn't male). 

So I'm not going to write  a very long letter to you all, I will just say thank you from both myself and Caryn for regularly bringing an extra dose of sexy into our lives. Not that we don't have loads of our own, but it's not something I think you can ever have too much off.

Have a nice day you all.

A.J.

 
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Dear Caitlin

Geez, you realize that this came at such an odd time. This Saturday will be the anniversary of the day you quite literally saved my life.  If that was all I could say about you it would be enough to make you the best friend I've ever had, but it's just the start, hell you only knew me a couple of months back then – and out of all the people who called themselves my friends, at that moment, in my hour of greatest need – you were there for me. I owe you for that, I'll always owe you for that.

I think it says a lot about the kind of friends we became that we met in a way that, for most people, would have meant any future encounters were awkward. I hit on you and you slapped me !  The only girl who has ever done that btw. but hell – I totally deserved it. We ended up laughing about it for days (when I was sober) and we came to grow a friendship that means the world to me.

For all the DND games we never got past the first roleplay and the band we started and never quite got off the ground, for all the times I gave you a lift, all the pizzas we've shared and the cocktails consumed. You could always make me laugh, you could always help me see my true emotions when I couldn't, you brought out the best in me and let me see it.

My life today is almost the polar opposite of what it was a year ago, I am engaged to a wonderful woman. I have a job I really enjoy. I am creative and I can express myself better, and I'm truly happy with how things are – even when I have some bad luck, that's mostly your doing. You pulled me from a quagmire of depression into the light and let me shine. 

We sat by the river drinking and complaining and woke up better people. We walked up the mountain in the forest and swam in the mountain stream. We watched a hundred awesome movies together and we geeked out and rocked out and made a thousand jokes that nobody else would get. 

As I right this I know I haven't seen you in way too long,  but I got a car again now and we really need to go do something. I seriously want to show it off – it's just that awesome. 

You're my best friend, and I love you and you know that if you ever need anything, I will be there for you – the way you have always been there for me.

Yours.

A.J.

 
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Got this one from jhbprincess – and liked the idea. Basically, it's a series of letters you write to various people. Hey at least it saves you all from my liberal philosophy for a while :P

The list of recipients:

Day 01 – Your best friend
Day 02 – Your crush
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – Your sibling
Day 05 – Your dreams
Day 06 – A stranger
Day 07 – Your ex boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 08 – Your favorite internet friend
Day 09 – Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 – Someone you don’t talk to as often as you’d like
Day 11 – A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 – The person you hate the most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 – Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 – Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 – The person you miss the most
Day 16 – Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 – Someone from your childhood
Day 18 – The person you wish you could be
Day 19 – Someone that pesters your mind – good or bad
Day 20 – Someone that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 – Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 – Someone you want to give a second chance
Day 23 – The last person you kissed
Day 24 – The person who gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 – The person you know is going through the worst of times
Day 26 – The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 – The friendliest person you knew for only a day
Day 28 – Someone that changed your life
Day 29 – The person that you want to tell everything to, but are too afraid
Day 30 – Your reflection in the mirror

 
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Imagine for a moment a version of our world. Without checks on corporate power, one corporation has grown to be effectively the most powerful entity in the world. Rather than a massive free market- it had simply ousted all competition. In the developing world it's actually replaced the local governments. Over one third of the earth's surface is no longer countries, but simply assets of the corporation. There are no citizens, only employees. A small minority of entrepeneurs live there and run small businesses providing services and goods to the employees but 90% of the people work on farms and in factories owned by the corporation. On paper they own their land but in practice they are prohibited from selling their goods to anybody but the corporation who really only leases them the land. It's a modern form of sharecropping and the goods are bought by the corporation at ridiculously low prices to be sold to their customers in the rich countries where they operate. In fact the corporation is the third largest empire in human history. It has it's own private army – which is the largest and most powerful military in the world.

In those countries the corporations tales of bringing upliftment to the poor world is eagerly believed since the corporation is by far the largest tax-payer and thus enjoys the protection of the governments. In the poor world there are no governments left and the enforcement of laws (really corporate rules) is left to local governers who are nothing but middle managers that report not to the people in their countries but to the board of directors who in turn report only to the shareholders.

And those are the lucky people. Much less lucky are those who were born in the former countries that are now corporate land. The corporation rampantly and openly engages in slave-trade, those natives are mere property, shipped by the corporation to where-ever their services are needed and then sold to the corporations own employees to provide labor in the projects those employees run on corporate behalf.

This dystopian world-view is not some liberalist prediction. It's history, recent history. It's the world as it was in the 17th century – the corporation is the very first corporation to ever exist with a board and shareholders. The Dutch East India Company.  It's managers are despots and entire countries are nothing more than corporate assets. To suggest that this cannot happen is to be ignorant of the fact that it has already happened. The DEIC remained the most powerful entity in the world for nearly 2 centuries, ultimately it was destroyed primarily by the British. To call it the third largest empire in human history is to ignore that it was, in it's own time, the second largest – only Mongol empire was larger. That of Alexander the Great was less than half it's size. It would become the second largest after Britain effectively usurped it's assets and turned them into British colonies. The combined empire of Britain and the former East India colonies was larger than that of just the East India colonies (obviously) but at the time when they coexisted the the East India Company's empire was larger. 

Do not imagine that modern corporations could not, or would not, act this way and end up this powerful without systems in place to prevent it. Governments are one such system. I am not saying it's the only possible one – but the very concept of restraining the power of private corporations with other private corporations is ludicrous.

 
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Journalists have named it the Arab spring, a spate of uprisings in the middle east that saw one dictator after another get ousted after decades of what seemed to be unassailable power. For decades Western Governments did business with these dictators (especially oil business) condemning the nature of their rule but never moving against them – because they claimed any attempt to do so, or impose sanctions (…as if we'll ever see real sanctions against an oil producer) would only harm their beleaguered citizens further. Ultimately those citizens got fed up. Too much money in the pockets of the elites while their citizens got hungrier and poorer. Finally a generation grew up that was ready to risk their lives,  take to the streets, and oust their oppressive former leaders. 

That was, the Arab spring in a nutshel – it's not quite over yet (the latest casualty – Gadaffi still hasn't officially relinquished power) and it's likely to keep on for a little longer. From the start it was clear that other dictators were afraid of this spreading into their countries. China made defensive moves, and there is much speculation that Kim Yong Ill's recent visits to China and Russia was really about securing allies after Gadaffi's fall – built on a fear of a similar public insurrection in North Korea.

What nobody seems willing to suggest is that this could also spread to Western Nations. The (and indeed the more Westernized African nations like South Africa) imagine themselves immune – after all, we're not dictatorships we are free democracies. I beg to differ. The London riots despite all the claims by politicians and popular media to the contrary was not just criminality. It was the beginning of a similar spark of revolt I believe.

The idea that having a democracy makes you immune from such uprisings is just wrong. It's based on the idea that if people have a peaceful way to oust bad governments (through the vote, court systems etc.) they wouldn't risk doing so in unlawful ways. There are three major flaws in this reasoning however.

The first is that democracies are always free. At the risk of getting myself Godwinned I must point out that Hitler originally came to power through an election. You can elect a dictator who is then very hard to get rid of again. Many other dictators around the world throughout history originally came to power in a free election. Robert Mugabe is a more recent example.

And you don't have to be called a dictator to be one. When there is only one way an election can go – that is a dictatorship, and when all the election will do is shuffle a bit between two parties that are both sold out to special interests then all you have is a structurally fluid dictatorship.

There are very few free democracies left in the world and America, Australia, the United Kingdom and South Africa are not among them.  They do have various degrees of individual freedom but in many cases this has been twisted to make the dictators and their wealthy cronies simply more powerful. Instead of those freedoms being used against cronyism, it is used to protect cronies.

South African's love to complain about our government and blame it on the ANC, declaring how things are falling apart but there is nothing special about us. We call it Tenderpreneurs, American's call it Lobbyists, the results are the same. The rich gets richer with the help of goverment corruption and the poor get poorer.

To claim capitalism is working you must prove that the poor actually gets richer – those who argue this generally show long timelines and try to prove that the poorest in society today lives better than they did 50 and 100 years ago. That is not a very difficult thing to prove – technology advanced, science advanced these things raise quality of life even for the poorest of the poor, but there is nothing either of those statements that depends on capitalism and no proof that capitalism helped this process. Even if it did, you are not proving that it will continue to do so today. More importantly is to see what happened to the quality of life of people today compared to ten and twenty years ago. That shows a marked decline worldwide.

As the age of corporatism reached it's greatest scale, the poor got more poor, and now with the coffers of the economy plundered they are stealing the only thing those poor had left – the social safety nets put in place by our grandfathers. Their welfare checks, their public education, their pensions, their medical assistance and all the other things that potentially offers and escape from poverty is being ripped out from under them by governments who can almost legitimately claim that they cannot afford them anymore. Nowhere is those governments suggesting paying back the money that people already paid into these funds and from which they will now never benefit again. This leaves the middle-class robbed and the poor with even less recourse to ever be less poor.

Many captialists defenders imagine otherwise but the reality is that big gaps between rich and poor breeds contempt, protest and ultimately violent revolution. If we don't learn that from history we are doomed to repeat it. As we strip away these safety nets, the poor is feeling the pinch, their youth lose their last prospects and lash out. The London riots were immature. Stealing a TV from your neighbour doesn't help -but they were not simply "lawlessness by lesser people" as was suggested and implied. They were protest by inexpereinced protesters (after all it's been a long time since Westerners had practice). But as one protester said: "Two months ago we marched on a police station with a memorandum. 20 thousand people marched, peacefully protesting police behavior and we didn't even make the local paper. We loot a few shops for 2 days and we have international media attention".

Does that excuse violence ? Not at all, but it does explain it. Western governments are now in real trouble – they have allowed their cronies to plunder the system until there is nothing less (some economists predict American inflation rates will hit 30% within two years), so they actually cannot afford to maintain the safety nets that worked for decades. That provided a means of self-upliftment and a way out – and kept the poor at least hopeful that some of them may grow to better lives, gave them a reason to be peaceful. Now they take those safety nets away, to the glee of their cronies who get to offer their for-profit versions (annuities for pension plans, medical insurance instead of medicaid) to the middle class for even more profit and couldn't care less that the poor could never afford it, while the middle class as they switch to these things get robbed. For years they paid into these schemes and now they never get to be paid out.

In 1992 Brazil tried to do the same and ended the government pension plan (this was a democratically elected government long after the dictator years). Protests broke out with everyone from young teenagers to the elderly in the streets, risking arrests, but standing by their point – this was the money we had put away for our old age in schemes you demanded we pay into, you cannot end those schemes without giving it back. 

The protesters won. The experiment failed and the pension plans were reinstated. Why do we think that America, England and South Africa are immune ? Why do American's think they are ? Why does Cameron think that he can stop what happened in London with propaganda ? 

These nations have the same situation now that Brazil was in in 1992, but it's aggravated by the fact that it's not just the middle-class who paid in that are losing out, they aren't just taking the pension payments away. They are destroying all the safety nets at once, robbing the middle class of their money and the poor of their hope. There can be only one outcome: violent revolution.

I hate the idea of that, but it's an inevitable consequence of these actions. It may not be too late to prevent it yet. A change of course may yet be able to. I doubt one will happen though. The denial of the democratic dictators is too strong, like their unelected middle eastern compatriots they will pretend all is well until they protests become revolutions and then claim to be winning and crushing those revolutions every day until the revolutionaries are standing on the rubble of their mansions. 

Anybody who thinks that what happened to Gadaffi cannot happen to Cameron needs to read some history books, it can and most likely will happen. The trends begun under Reagan are reaching their inevitable conclusion. We can still change course but the time left to do so is very short. 

We can listen to those protesters while they are still looters in a few neighbourhoods, or we can keep pushing until the White House is burning. Never for one moment imagine it cannot happen. America was born from a violent revolution against an unpopular British government who impoverished it's citizens remember. 

The truth is, even if Milton was right about everything and you suddenly figure it out now… he was wrong about one thing. There isn't a population in the world that is equalized enough to do capitalism his way without being instantly at war with the poor.

 
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In a recent slashdot discussion, I postulated that the general belief that the more ethnic groups are located in one region (as a result of immigration for example) the higher the rate of violent crime between was wrong. I stated my belief that this is only true if those groups remain largely unmixed. When the majority group is a particularly tolerant and accepting one who welcomes the newcomers adopting some of their practices and being adopted in turn, I believe a highly peaceful society can exist. This is much the same philosophy that guide Nelson Mandela's approach to South Africa in the early 90's and what he hoped to achieve (sadly the races in South Africa remain largely seperated into their own communities). I was asked to back up my assertion and came up with a mathematical model which I think does just that, and which I now want to share in this post – to get comment.

I'll copy and paste my post below:

Lets do it practically so you understand my reasoning. Firstly, constrain ourselves to urban areas – the crime rate in rural areas is correspondingly lower but that's because of the lower population, the same experiment could work but you'd have to greatly increase the areas you look at to get a valid answer.

 

Take a map of a city. Now break it down into blocks each one a square kilometer in size, or make it even simpler -squares, one kilometer to a side – it's CRUCIAL to keep them small, highly segregated neighbourhoods MUST not show up as mixed. Inside each square, count up the number of ethnicities present. If each house has a different one you'd get a huge number, if there's only one other ethnicity you'd get 2, in New York almost every square would get a 1. Whenever the same house has more than one ethnicity in it, double the score for that house (this is a valid adjustment, we're testing if intermingling is a good thing, mixed houses indicated a higher level of intermingling than neighbors so should show up as a higher number).

Now get a total score for the city. Divide it by the number of blocks. This gives a valid measurement. If we'd just worked out a usual average (total ethnicities in the city divided by size of city) we'd not get the same answer. Interestingly though, the closer the value you get IS to the usual average the better it is because it indicates intermingling is a trend in a much larger part of teh city not just in one or two edge cases. I'm not sure how to adjust for that, but we can safely ignore it for simplicity without majorly impacting the result.

Let's call this number A.

Now look at your violent crime statistics for the city. To remove other major contributing factors, lets limit ourselves only to violent crime between people of different ethnicities. We won't limit all the way to crimes that were clearly MOTIVATED by those differences, so this is actually a conservative number – it allows for far more crimes between races than is actually relevant to the parent's claim.

So let's take the average number of such crimes per year and call that B.

I postulate a strong reverse correlation between A and B. Now a correlation doesn't prove causation of course, but when your theory predicts a very strong correlation – finding that correlation is, in fact, proof. In fact all science is built on exactly that model.

San Francisco, Montreal and Sao Paulo all have very high numbers for A and very low numbers for B – exactly as expected. New York, Johannesburg and Paris all have very low numbers for A (in fact in all of them the value of A is barely over 1) , and correspondingly high numbers for B (the fact that the value of B is so much lower in Paris compared to New York and Johannesburg is attributable to other factors – what matters is that it is still higher than in Montreal and San Francisco by a huge margin).

In Sao Paulo the value of A get a vast boost since by far the greatest majority of couples are mixed, same-race couples are so rare they get stared at on the street (believe me, I've seen it with my own eyes). That means a great many houses get double scores. Sao Paulo has a near-zero rate of inter-ethnic violence.

You can even do the same sum within cities, and you'll find that highly mixed neighborhoods are almost always much safer than those where the number is 2 (worst case scenario) and somewhat safer than where the number 1 (although in those cases obviously one of the parties involved in the crimes do not live in the neighborhood where the crime was comitted).

Other factors may artificially suppress the results of course – for example high security in predominantly white suburbs reduce the crime rates there to below what it would otherwise be.

But I believe my logic is sound, and I' believe if you run my numbers on any city in the world using real data that it will consistently confirm the trend I am proposing.


 
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The very first proper graphical browser ever released was NSCA Mosaic, a browser for Unix on the X-window system it was released less than a year after the first Linux kernel was released. Within a few years the browser was comercialized and became the netscape browser. Gaining a port for Microsoft Windows 95 it became the first browser of choice on that platform and while the Unix version persisted it was rather neglected in those years. 

Netscape on Windows took a major hit when Windows 98 shipped with internet explorer built-in, and around this time something else very importantly changed in the Free Software world. It was in this time that Eric Raymond wrote "the Cathedral and the Bazaar" the first study of free software as a technical development methodology rather than just an ethical stand-point. While there is nothing wrong with such a study it would ultimately lead to a rift between those whose primary motivation was ethical (like Stallman) and those who cared only about practical advantages.

Back in 1998 however, this was hardly an issue yet and it would begin a major change. Raymond's book caught the eye of Netscape's executives and it was from one of them that the phrase "open-source" came. Netscape saw a shot at survival there and began a process to release their source code.

The initial model had netscape kept as a commercial browser with extra features built on top of the structures produced from the open code-base they called Mozilla. Mozilla in those days was a much needed tool – and every developer's nightmare. The codebase was notoriously ugly, absolutely gigantic by Linux standards and frequently very badly written and designed. The mozilla foundation and their largely volunteer developer base knew it would take years to refactor and improve that code, and thus chose to release incremental process through what was known as milestone releases.

Most hardcore geeks would regularly download and build the latest mozilla milestone, a task which on the computers of the time would easily ran overnight and into the next morning – and was fraught with risk, many times it would fail after many hours due to a new bug that had not been picked up upstream. 

Distro's would get the best build they can and include those and then released binary builds incrementally as updates on a much slower pace (mostly because it was jut not practical to do more) and this is what we browsed the web with. By then IE6 was the dominant browser on the web, and mozilla's market share was tiny – the result was that most web designers simply didn't care to follow standards (especially since neither browser did that well) and just developed their pages to work in IE. Even major banking and government institutions often didn't work. It could get worse, at one point South Africa's independent electoral commission's website did a browser-check and if you were found not to be running IE6 would redirect you to a page instructing you to get "a real browser". Alistair Otter of tectonic news had a field day with that one ! 

That state would last for several years as the mozilla code-base was improved and slowly trimmed down. Mozilla as a browser would not ultimately survive but from it's core code base and gecko rendering engine would ultimately come Mozilla Firefox (a side story – this new browser project designed to be a fast low-resource browser using the gecko engine was originally called FireBird, but the then long established developers of the free FireBird SQL server complained about this bad form among fellow FOSS developers and the name was changed – this was the start of several such events, later issues about trademarks from Firefox led to many distributions making minor forks that only changed the name and branding – debian being the first, and ultimately the FSF themselves created a major fork stripped of non-free bits and it's own addon site that only allowed free software addons – this version is called IceFox) , from Netscape Mail would come Thunderbird, and even Eudora persists.

In fact the list of Mozilla based applications has gotten quite huge and the mozilla corporation is one of the flagships of the free software world today.  Looking at the ease with which we can load up multiple standards compliant free browsers today (Google's Chromium, Firefox etc.) and be quite confident of almost never finding a site they can't handle is a stark contrast to those early days when we frequently felt the annoyance of a website refusing to play nice, when most of us changed our user-agent to try and convince the sites we were running IE6 so we could get around browser-filters and when getting an update for security and features meant downloading a source package larger than the kernel with a hugely complex (and atypical) build process that was truly fragile and took a very long time even if it work.

But we did it anyway – and it paid off.

 
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Doom the game is almost as old as Linux – the first version came out in 1993 and brought with it a significant number of features and ideas that would become the cornerstones of the first-person-shooter genre. Prior games in the genre such a Wolfenstein lacked it's true 3D view and spatiality, network play and such features. 

Doom predated 3D graphics cards by many years and with this in mind what it could do with a simple 486 CPU under MS-DOS was all the more impressive. Doom also brought another major innovation – the WAD files, which allowed players to create their own maps – over time this would go from an obscurity to a cornerstone of the gaming world – companies learned that encouraging game modders increased sales and kept players loyal to their games for years rather than weeks.

But doom would end up taking it all another step further. A few years later ID open-sourced the engine. First under the doom source license but in 1999 it was relicensed under the GNU/GPL. It was the first ever major commercial game to have it's engine open-sourced and it renewed sales. Suddenly many programmers with fond memories of the game were porting it to new OS's and and platforms (there was even a version for the earliest Nokia smartphones) . ID however kept control of the data files, so these doom source ports created a market for a game that was long unsellable. Suddenly people were buying it again – to play with the new engines.

At the time of the release John Carmack wrote in a note in the source code that the decision was made to show others how this groundbreaking game had been created. He pointed out areas in the code which was obviously done badly (as seen several years later) but of course, since nobody had done anything like it at the time, had seemed sensible when they wrote it. For example doom actually rendered the entire room, later games learned to spare resources a bit more, and only render what is in a player's field of view. 

The doom release was so successful that  ID made it standard policy to release game engines a few years after the game was out, for hobbyists and retrogamers to keep alive. They don't want to do it on-release because they make quite good money from licensing their engines to other companies that specialize only in the design parts of game development, but once the engines are no longer absolutely cutting edge they all become free software. Quake was the second to follow, and all the subsequent quake releases have done the same (I believe Quake 4 is not yet free software but it's time will come too).

This created two other revolutions in the GNU/Linux gaming world. Firstly budding game designers would use these older engines to build their own datasets for – often clones of the originals, allowing players to play them free of charge and learning valuable skills in the process, secondly budding game engine coders could use them as reference code to learn from – and that gave us several quite amazing free game engines – of which CUBE was among the first.

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